Saturday, 9 July 2011

Friday with tears and sweat

I pushed the heavy door open and walked into the familiar place again this evening. Still seeing people running and cycling there even though it's a Friday.

I was very emotional these two days. Just wonder why the number is not going down as quickly as I thought it would. I had been very discipline this one whole week, and yet the results is not very encouraging. WHY?

I should have controlled my emotions during my workout.. At certain point i really almost cried but then i could't because i was gasping for air and panting like Conan after we bring him for a walk outside. i found it really funny now.. hehee.....  i tell you,
You cant cry when you are doing workout!!!!!
do try it out yourself and let me know...

Ahh...  was really frustrated and disappointed with myself! Just as I thought it was gonna be a gloomy Friday night for me, he came in. and joined me in the gym. I guessed he could sense my sadness, or saw my status update in FB maybe... not sure.. but the fact that he went to gym this evening was an encouragement to me.

We went over to Nando's to join the gang for dinner. Guess what I ordered? Quarter Chicken with Peri Chips and Coleslaw for sidelines!!!!!!! no lahhhhh of course................... I ordered this instead
Photo taken after i finished half of the salad

Caesar Salad (which i very much regretted later) because of the Parmesan Cheese they sprinkled on it (i dun like Parmesan Cheese) However, i did finish the salad and it also filled my empty stomach for the evening.

I'm feeling so much better now!
I know that I'm not supposed to be so emotional and breakdown so easily. What to do, even the greatest machine breaks down occasionally and need  maintenance right?
I will continue on this journey with a better spirit next week. Though it's a bumpy ride, but I know I will never walk alone :)
Blessed weekend to you all.


Daniel Chiam said...

Ying Ying~~~ we are in this together! Haha I have a habit of going on the scale only once or twice a month cause I know obvious result can only be seen after awhile training. Laaaaast time I almost everyday also check out my scale, haha not very encouraging. its either always constant or it goes up.

Dont lose heart my fellow comrade! There's always another day for a greater result! Jia you to all of us!

Hayley said...

It's alright to feel emo sometimes, but don't ever give up gal. Just have faith and I'm sure the effort would be paid off one day!

Jia you~

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

Daniel, i check on my weight every night b4 i go to bed and every morning i wake up in the morning. siao right? instead of cutting down calories, mebe i should cut down on the checking >.< thank you for encouraging me :) happy weekened yah.. ^^

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

Hayley, good morning to you dear :) thank you for cheering for me on this beautiful Saturday morning. yah.. i wont give up. However, i will allow myself to eat some tasty food during dinner time this weekend. it's a weekend mar.. need to enjoy a little bit right? :) happy weekend!

eMiLy said...

Hey. I've been there. It's after my matrics when I got all ballooned up from the daily Malay food.
Perhaps you can try a weighing machine with much smaller scale. So whenever you lost even 0.1 kg u can c the scale moves left a little. It might encourage you more. Hehe
Don't lose hope and also don't get carried away by it else what's the whole point of getting fitter right? Haha
+U +U. And wish you a great weekend ahead~ ^^

Anonymous said...

Weekend's here... Enjoy. Life is too short to be miserable - live it to the fullest.

Fish said...

Long time no are u? really active in your blogspot!

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

eMiLy, thanks girl for your support. I wont lose heart on this. hey.. it's a good idea to get those digital weighing machine.. i will consider it. thanks =)

suituapui, yeah, you are right. enjoy life. enjoy the sweat and pain. shouldn't let it affect my mood :)

Fish, i'm still surviving here. :) yeah.. i'm enjoying blogging. can say that i'm more active here compared to in FB :P

eugene said...

Ying Ying sorry am here late Monday,missed out on your emo stuff, sorry ya by the way have a great week ahead

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

eugene, no worries at all. emo's gone now.. and getting ready for a new week ahead. hoorah! :)

lingching said...

my dear!! Add oil add oil!! Cheers up! Let's work it together!!

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

lingching, yup. it's a new week.. let's jia you together :)

Merryn said...

Aiyo Ying Ying.. throw away the scale!! u kenot be checking ur weight too often, very depressing liddat.. come i hide it for u. come n find me once a month, i let u weigh urself :D

Shanda said...

I'm sorry. I am trying to lose weight too and also want to cry when I get on the scales. We just have to remember we are in this for the long style change...we have to be patient.

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

Merryn, sometimes a bit depressing lor. i'll cut down on the checking. esp during weekends XD weekend is here, happy weekend =)

Shanda, hi Shanda, thank you for visiting and following my blog. :)yeah.. we need patience in order to see the results.

reanaclaire said...

hey Ying YIng.. dont let weight weigh you down!! think of those who wants to eat but unable to eat.. those who yearn for food but there isnt any... when i think of that, i eat and eat..cos i dont know when i suddenly cannot eat... gosh, sorry ah, i m speaking for myself only! i love and more food!
Happy Friday.. eat moderately and stay happy, girl !!

Ying Ying Dai Tao Har said...

reanaclaire, yeah. agree agree.. eat moderately and enjoy a healthy lifestyle :) blessed weekend ^^

YT said...

Most important is to stay happy and healthy. U are in quite a perfect size and u don actually need to slim down a lot. But as usual we girls are never content with our weight eh?

But I always believe in doing it gradually and not get obsessed with weight.

Why let the number pull u down?

Don worry and be happy k :) Jia you!